Saturday, August 11, 2012

On.Turning.One

Dear Lleyton,

        I have been thinking about this day since the day you were born.   Truth is, I've been thinking about it even before you were born!  I've always wondered what it would be like to watch my baby turn one.   To see you sitting in the highchair, smashing cake all over your face, your big toothy smile, and wide innocent loving eyes.   I imagined what a magical moment it would be, and how wonderful it would be to witness and be a part of.   And now here we are.  I still can not believe you are already one years old.   My baby is ONE!   Last year at this time, you were still inside of me, just about to be born, just ready to take your first breath and cry your first cry, and drink your first milk, and snuggle up in our arms.   The moment you were placed in my arms, I felt like all was right with the world.   And I knew that you were here to teach us all about the possibilities of miracles and to never ever give up.   You are strong and determined and you wanted to be born so badly my son. You have a purpose on this planet that much I know for sure.  You wanted to be here and you needed to be here for something special.  I can't wait to watch you grow and find out exactly who you will become, because I know it will be a person of substance in this world.   Someone special.  Just as you were the moment you were born.  I can't believe, looking back on that day, that here we are, one year later already.   I wish I could bottle you up and keep you my little baby forever.   You have been the best baby a mother could hope for, and I had no idea how much I could love one little being.  So fun and perfect in your own ways.   My love for you is endless, it overflows when I look at you.  I am the luckiest person in the world to have you in my life.   I want you to know that I will love you forever, and I will always be here for you.  Even when you are all grown up (no no no and no!), you will always be my perfect little baby, and I will always love you more than humanly possible.    You are a true miracle in our lives.  Your daddy and I are so blessed and in awe at what a miracle it is to watch you grow.  Your first breath, your first smile, the first time you rolled over, the first time you sat up, ate food, the first time you stood, your first words, taking your first steps --  and every moment in between.  Yes, even all those sleepless nights – I loved the quiet moments of  holding and snuggling up to you in our bed.  You have filled our lives with even more love than we knew was possible as you made us a family.   We are so very proud to be your Mama and Dada!

Happy First Birthday my sweet baby boy!  I love you forever and ever and ever...
 
Hugs and Kisses,
Mommy

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